Ok so I had a heavy spontaneous bleed on the evening of CD10, but it had gone overnight. Since that I've got through a couple of absolute hellish weeks at work, relatively unscathed so far.
Also no more Urinary Tract Infection, got that confirmed yesterday at a follow up appointment (and at least they followed up this time!).
DH and me are still on 'The Regime'. I've lost 2 more lbs this week and thanks to some good planning, we've actually managed to DTD every day PLUS I think I've ovulated overnight. Wasn't very hopeful this month but it looks like it might have happened. If I was a millionaire I would have my own scanner to check every months but I think I've got used to listening to my body now.
The positivity at the end of this upcoming 2ww is still rock bottom for me though, I can't seem to get in that headspace anymore. DH does the positivity for me, but because he doesn't like to talk about IF stuff, the negativity/despair seems to be permanently with me.
BMI wise I'm close to 40 now, massive improvement from 49 but still a long way to go. Lots of exercise needed and we've taken to walking around the local lake (in the picture). Still hopeful for getting to BMI of 35 by August/September...that's my goal and what i need to focus on.
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