I can crudely add mine up... Start TTC Jan 2004, twelve months in a year, times by how many years/months... 115
115 BFN!
We've got an anniversary coming up. 10 years in January since we've been trying for our dream. A decade.
The thought of that decade coming up makes me feel sick. I don't want it to happen. The past few months (113,114,115) have been extra hard, just because the 120th month, or "the decade" is so close. I want to scream it makes me so upset. I'm doing everything I can to try and get a natural conception because I know damn well that I will not have lost enough weight to start ICSI before the decade darkens our door.
I can't give up, I can't let this happen
Never give up hope x
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